skullector

BDSM Bondage Everyday I see her face her face contorted with pain, pleasure the marks around her wrist red with ligature marks I don't wish to hurt her but a part of me likes to see her tied helpless, completely free of control She wriggles around struggles to get free but my knots are tight, my mind frighteningly is filled with glee holding together the process of my thoughts   bonded together by porn and fantasies but what lies beyond that is trust and love that freedom is given but never taken Domination Her face contorts like its in pain her body taut from the stretch stretching from ankles to her wrists her eyes are coy,

You know, I often wonder what it's like to feel to feel the way I feel to be hollow and have no goals to be a drifter like a piece of wood in the sea The sea so vast and magnificent, you can't really see the waves, wind, the effect of the moon so immersed in it you can't feel the cold, warmth, the wetness and moisture of the atmosphere Yet you drift. the driftwood get swept away by ocean waves swept away by a sense of adventure thrown under by fear once part of a magnificent ship or a dinghy you never know until you get near Driftwood has scars, you'd never know from the sharks that bites, the trees, moss from under the wood

Burning bridges one by one, built over time through sweat and tears, through emotions and fears ignored abandoned and cast away, fueled by rage and ire, as it loses it stability it becomes rickety and hot, not setting a foot from the fear you will fall into endless abyss Abyss of being forgotten.

My head hurts like its going to burst, trapped in my consciousness i see the actions, of my former self. the joys I had, the sadness i brought, the madness and havoc i wrought. I would never forgive myself. if i hurt those who i love. hurt myself so much so that they , would not be in pain, I'm a that kind of person. naive and stupid, people have told me i know. but now. I see myself pulling away, pulling away from this life, pulling away from the stress and strife,   often wondered where ill go. will I be remembered or forgotten, I don't really know, The consciousness has come alive. its become a living thing, oh my head hur

Ever felt Ever felt lonely? ever felt that everytime, you look at your phone? youve felt like you have no friends nor family? Never seen light always in the dark? always alone, Ever felt the weight of the world on your shoulders, so heavy, so painful, you slouch like the lingering darkness, never leaves you nor loves you, it finds u in your worst moments the moments of despair, moments of  rage, and everyone else is on a different page. pages of laughter, fun and frolic. the time you try and fit in by becoming a smoker,junkie and alcoholic. ever felt afraid that light may never shine, the sun may never rise. trapped in an eclipse

When S*** hits the fan We often come across this proverb in our most difficult times of life when we cant deal with situations, when we feel helpless , often frustrated because we cant deal with it. It often begs the question why does it have to be s***? anything foul smelling will do, another obessesion for our obsession, to be foul mouthed to sound badass or mad. a misconstrued belief that only reflects bad upbringing. yes something bad always happens but thats how it is, be it assignments or presentations or being late cos of an unforseen circumstance whatever the situation. it tests our ability to endure. life is often full o